self

i finally see it

light came on

in midnight-dark

preluding dawn itself

it’s been me all along

crying from pain

i wove myself

with fibers pulled

from each selfish choice

aching fractures

in my bones

from collision

with me

what i want

crashing

into what i take

wrestling

with the noise in my head

but always

me

me

me

and now i sit

broken apart

alone

me

observing

the carnage

forgiving me

letting me go

  

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